individuality
you are searching for unusual sensations
you are still looking around for a BIG emotion
like a dying tree you blindly strike roots in a soil which doesn't know the taste of water
what is this soil?
your desire?
or perhaps the curse which you are running away from?
even so...
like a maniac
you are looking for the enter inside of it
"not for me" - you think
you want something unavailable...
you want life, which everyone would desire
you hate that dependence so much
and in the same time you aim at it
you fall
what for?
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